Nicotine Lip Balm

Late night, late November There was a chill in the air There ain't no fall near the equator But it felt colder nonetheless Sweaty bodies all around me With their liquor soaked brains I held my own cup of alcohol And I hoped in vain that it would make me numb As you pressed your nicotine lip balm against my medicated one My whole world went dark Now, when I wanna kiss someone The flavor of your cheap cigar comes back to haunt me My best friend once told me That when you kiss someone Their taste lingers in your mouth For at least half a year I wish I'd drunk enough to forget or at least had found the strength to deny myself of that wicked pleasure As you pressed your nicotine lip balm against my medicated one My whole world went dark Now, when I wanna kiss someone The flavor of your cheap cigar comes back to haunt me I could have done something There's a way I could have stopped it But I didn't even give a f*ck I didn't have the nerve to say no