devil on my shoulder

I had just gotten used to this Forgive me I'm new to this might be my very first time Jumping off the edge Now I'm jumping off the edge And if I don't end up dead Then the promise that I kept Will be broken for the rest of our lives You cant keep waiting for me to die While I've been waiting my whole life My skins turning pale I'm under her spell Who knew hell was this cold No I mean its cold as hell Like literally its freezing And I heard you like leaving Well deaths guaranteeing I said what I said it was very fucking freeing And I did what I did so just tell me if you'd miss me It doesn't seem like you miss me at all It's like I'm watching from above now Everybody leaves when it goes down Baby welcome to the show now Take me where all the flowers fall Cause she's the prettiest star I've laid my eyes on Haunting me she makes it hard to sleep Take me where all the flowers fall And ill kiss death on the lips before I go To sleep Jumping off the edge Now I'm jumping off the edge And if I don't end up dead Then the promise that I kept Will be broken for the rest of our lives You cant keep waiting for me to die While I've been waiting my whole life My whole life My skins turning pale My whole life I'm under her spell my whole life I've been listening to the devil on my shoulders telling me (I've been listening to the devil on my shoulders telling me) That it'd be better It'd be better if you it'd be better if you jump it'd be better if you jump it'd be better if you jump it'd be better if you jump I hate waking up on any fucking day of the week Id rather close my eyes and pretend that I'm still asleep Eyes bloodshot red I use some alcohol to brush my teeth Id kill myself before I killed the demons in my sleep I lose my voice when I'm screaming at the moon Pick apart my life until I find the urge to move Try to make this right I've got nothing left to lose Nothing left to lose (Nothing left to prove) I've been listening to the devil on my shoulders telling me (I've been listening to the devil on my shoulders telling me) That it'd be better It'd be better if you It'd be better if you jump It'd be better if you jump It'd be better if you jump It'd be better if you jump I hate waking up on any fucking day of the week Id rather close my eyes and pretend that I'm still asleep Eyes bloodshot red I use some alcohol to brush my teeth Id kill myself before I killed the demons in my sleep I lose my voice when I'm screaming at the moon