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Hol up, Moving along the darkest part of my life scary than it seems I look in abyss it's stearin me down it's taking a toll to breath It's looking right back i'm scared to blink i don't wanna miss the scenes Too nervous to move grab the needle adrenaline is the need I got a Dark-side It comes out on part time I'm nobody special it's relevant outside I got so much eyes (staring at me) Looking at me and I hate the prestige I Hop on a song doesn't mean I'm need I'm just an M.C that be catching the Pree I'm jotting em down like a copy machine Expressing my thoughts is a hobby das me I cook in kitchen they can't stand the heat I riding alone in this terrible fleet I'm writing alone disoriented I'm writing alone and exploring this shii Top of the game but I keep it lowkey Leaving them haters in dust and a 3 Escaping the cycle of the industry I got dark some thoughts I carry the weight of decisions I made Picturing hate and I wish for the worse Healing is something that came Wait.. Late but the time that I needed most I had to fight through the pain I'm use to the feeling of loosing myself everything feels the same The thought of producing a positive track I'm constantly loosing the game but I lust at the thought of a competent life Wait I gotta stay up at night Pushing and changing pace Mistakes that I making is giving the urge Re-arranging my face I look in the mirror Blissful hate I put in the work Changing my fate it's a relative state My purpose don't need any praise I'm working behind the scenes Curtains are closed but my patterns don't change I do forget to breath End of the day when I think to myself Wait... What was the lesson today? Trauma's my friend he teaching lessons Wait I got alot to say So I'm Moving along the darkest part of my life scary than it seems I look in abyss it's stearin me down, it's taking a toll to breath It's looking right back i'm scared to blink i don't wanna miss the scenes Too nervous to move grab the needle adrenaline is the need I got a bright side You killing my vibe but I'm keeping it bright I look in your eyes I'm constantly lost I don't see any light Disliking feelings of falling too deep Getting too scared of heights Giving me hope and you take it away Calling me weak when I cry When I close off my heart wait Calling me nonchalant wait That never made any sense Your words only good at pretense Pretense Can't take you seriously wait I gotta stick with my team wait They cooking the meal but I season it right I took a shot in the knee Took me couple drinks but I knew you wasn't my cup of tea but I Took me a shot of that awful taste hoping to change the scene wait Shoulda been learning the color of toxic already knew the game My empathy fading await but I'm holding on to my grace You couldn't survive my rage Intellect ready to tear you apart Playing the victim a mechanism I notice the patterns you think you smart I've noticed the patterns and shape from the start Victim mentality escaping accountability Damaging you and its damaging me I took a seat put on repeat lyrics is easy facing the truth My head at ease rocking a shoes rocking the street like I'm rocking the boothe I'm telling myself that I'm never in doubt often I lie to myself Hol up The mirrors they looking at me Reflecting the loss asking for help Hol up I woke choosing the side that is peace often at war with darkness Too many times I'm turning my back mistaking it for heartless Coping to rid the hurt that I've been feeling I put it in partments Flipping the scrip wishing to get a second chance to start over Moving along the darkest part of my life scary than it seems I look in abyss it's stearin me down, it's taking a toll to breath It's looking right back i'm scared to blink i don't wanna miss the scenes Too nervous to move grab the needle adrenaline is the need Hol up