A Constant State Of Helplessness

I've been suffering from complex ptsd All you motherfuckers did was rid me of my sanity I was down to the point of seeing death as the only way Out this hellhole, that I'm walking through in everyday I lived in place where nobody ever gave a f*ck And I was prey to those who came from fortune, and had everything But empathy, that was all not there, they won't let me breathe I was holding on to dear life, to not fall apart Gasping for my life, but I was so powerless to them I hope God takes him while he sleeps, with the rest of them Funny how the way life goes whenever you do shit It comes back around and happens right to you I have felt things before that have disarranged The chemistry of my brain, now I do not feel sane I pray that hell arrives and takes you in it This rage has burned a hole in my head, now I'm forgetting shit