Below Society

Moving through shit's so hard Tryna move forward and progress I'm not tryna be stuck ahead I'm tryna make way out for myself Lone walk cigarette flick Unimpressed and my life is shit Why's it so hard to breathe Living my life down beneath Down below society I can't blend in with the rest so I sleep Born to stay out of sight like I'm not here Living is so overrated what do y'all see that I just cannot see I bet it's nothing but you living a lie Even the blind Can see why I do not wanna stay here Maybe I'm on the wrong page Cannot hold my own rage Leaking out of my small brain Hatred stuck on my face What got me into this place Always ride on the same train Keep walking the same highways My life really just never changes Feel I'm stuck in the matrix Depressive disorder spread blame it on the federal institution Living life in a system of a deceitful government organization Cannot even imagine what it would be like for someone like me To live in a place where they won't kill somebody for if they breathe Under oppression can't be free Can't say the truth not allowed to speak Getting so close to poverty Cause I got messed up priorities And yeah I know that it seems Pretty easy to not be seen But there are a lot of things in my life that will always stay with me Flashbacks and memories That I don't wanna remember at all But I have no choice they are stuck in my mental Engraved into me subconsciously Feel like I am not me constantly Glass clear psychosis symptoms Fight 'em off with all my resilience Don't wanna face the world Attempted suicide from hurt Uneasy when I'm surrounded By people that I cannot trust Haunted frame of mind Suffocating might just die Got the mindset of hoping to get hit by a truck then pass away Luckily I'm living though Getting real as my life go On and on the cycle of a test from God on the human race I've always been so patient but I cannot feel my face Hope I'm blessed when I pray And not stressed by fears that rule my brain