Fading Away (feat. Anti.)

I've been quiet for some time Not so sure if I even wanna talk I don't feel like even breathing I keep getting worse at shit Not prepared for shit in life, and all I wanna do is fade away Don't mean counting sheep and going to sleep I mean like not even be I am really a waste of space I feel like I'm dying on the inside When I realize that there is no hope My fate, the next low that I reach Life in a epidemic, not much of a difference I don't even see the sun I wanna rip off my physical form Sever my skin with the claws of my ghost Burn my past, bleed it out through a hole Suppressing all my thoughts with serpent breath I dip the tip in liquid and I don't feel stress Soon I get nauseous, like this isn't real See me from a distance, this must be a dream I cannot tell if this is really me I light the tip and I meditate Try and forget about all of the bitter traits Of the next phase, time to disengage Aye I been high Too much Somebody hand me an anchor Keep floatin until I'm forsaken I pick off the tree Adam Eve roll up paper Just need me a sign What's next If life be yo bitch I'ma take her My heart with this music my mind on my paper Ain't tryna hang out I'll catch up witchu later I skate through this pain like they signed me to Baker Ain't good with that fakin dealt with too much traitors Felt way too much anger Suppress it wit flamin Oh what was you sayin? I'm sorry I'm faded Switch up the cadence yo hoe get to racin The finish line me, and the cake she ain't takin Momma she raised me to say f*ck the haters Ain't never swang first if they touch you then lay em Out on the concrete He Say he got a piece Bitch I'm from Florida you think I never popped heat? But I'm wit da peace even wanna see my ops eat Smokin on them veggies f*ck you know about them colla greens You amongst a king dying breed don't approach me She hate me? In my DM on da lowkey He aiming, lookin tight I'm lookin cozy F*ck is aging I'm immortal think you want beef Hoe please