Head Of Nails

I have never felt real life All my life I have just died Over and over again Living the longest nightmare Forced to face a reality That I am not in touch with Isolated for my vices Death chamber mindset My thoughts prevail My head of nails Controlling my my brain I wanna let go of the pain Disappear through the rain My ghost has severed my body Float on a road I feel like this is not real at all Dismantle my body with my own hands I don't know what I can do If I get deeper in my mind Falling in a hellhole again Don't know where I am Don't know if I exist I feel like I'm not even here Where do I go from here I don't know where I am Or if I exist Where do I go