Helter-Skelter (feat. Kill Ebola)

Take a look inside myself and all I see is horror A wretch with no will to live Self destructive Every night I die in a trance Always fucked up Slowly just killing myself I cannot keep living this way no more Can't keep this shit inside of me It's slowly breaking out of me They can all see it, so crystal clear I'm dying slow as they watch Got no where to hide, and no where to go All this fear and hate taking over my soul Constantly eating at me as I rot slow Paralyzed whenever I go to sleep All I see is demons surrounding me Pleading for my life I'm paranoid waking up every hour Alert in my sleep I have never felt True taste of rest Can't leave my dome, trapped in my fucking head I scream and cry for help But they can't hear me from the dead I cannot breathe Darkness is all I see around of me I think my time of departure has arrived Death Angel appears in blinding flash Seconds later on this Earth, I no longer am She know I'm gone when I taste the drip When the pupils wrong self medicine Help me ride along feel what normal is Now I'm craving it on my shaking shit Sweaty apprehensive flue vomiting Something bad coming been ignored and missed I think its crawling up my chest to sip Tears flooding out my aching bones While I'm panicking cant leave my home Telling me to die come back to dome Being eaten alive no where to go Floor boards can't hold you back no more In the alley ways I roam alone Being hunted down like an antelope Please lord help me to cope