I Killed Mirak With My Own Hands

I'll make her watch as her son dies, she will be devastated I will eat on his flesh and bathe in his blood naked I will piss on his corpse As it rots down on the floor Tears drop down her face, she lost her sweet baby Gut him down Blood spilling all around He squirms, love this sound Then his body hit the ground Deep marks on my body scars memoring of guilt I got demons that I live with everyday, they make me sick You don't know about what happened to me and about what I did I can show you things and places that you have never been All these drugs in my system make me paranoid So I take more to calm down then I end up falling in a void Taking to myself in the mirror while wearing a dress Shaved body hair, pig tails, eyes bloodshot red All my nails black, applying lipstick to my lips Am I a boy or a girl, I really don't give a shit I will kill my father and then let lucifer f*ck me I might burn in hell so I'll make sure nobody loves me So I constantly cut my wrist till the scars are puffing And I will not eat I think I deserve to be starving