Overthinking (feat. aspencreek)

Whenever I try to sleep my mind rapes me Feels like reality is fading Away from my head I'm going crazy Never would I thought I'd ever live to see this day come Where I'd stress Over the sun rising from the West It creeps me out how we just get closer to death With every second passing by My life flashes and I Think about everything I did throughout my life Will I go to hell or heaven I'm hoping that it'll be alright Everyday feels I'm suffocating and I cannot breathe Having dark thoughts and suicidal tendencies It's getting harder to wake up, I'm stressed Thinking of tomorrow, I don't have any hope left World is burning Seeing this will shorten One's life span, seek to urging I'm leading myself self slowly to destruction I might end up losing myself Yeah Been overthinking I'm always running My thoughts are conflicted They think I'm tripping but tell me Really do you know the difference I know I'm different but lately it all just Feels like a sickness Wanna end it to silence to the voices I Just keep hearing My demons sneering Past haunting me in my sleep I'm always fearing Mistakes will surely catch up to me I barely sleep Anxiety slowly creeps up to me And now I see The world for what it is what the f*ck Its a cruel world where we don't forgive They say the good die young what kinda life is this Just the life we live but is it worth this Shit Want to reverse this shit Feels like a curse and shit Reality's a bitch And I know that its true Might get a .22 To pull the trigger To my damn brain Welcome to my mind Its a damn shame That I can't maintain