Pariah

Further more straying into the world of the unknown Losing sense of time and sense of myself Haunted by many I'm the black sheep None of you know what I feel If I exposed my true self you'd be sorry for what you see In front of you I'm so gone that it isn't funny anymore I'm so lost in a place that I can't escape Going far from home Confused and messed up dome I've always been a waste Toxic, poison in my veins Self destructive mind frame Contemplating death, cannot find peace in my head In my brain it all makes sense But you never will 'cause You could never get me Always been outcasted by many I'm a pariah Everything is black, what I see I must be dying I be waking up already fed up Waiting for shit to end What could be pulling my strings I wonder What it really is All I see is darkness around me Taking all over me I cannot feel or breathe Constantly suffocating All I see is darkness around me Taking all over me I cannot feel or breathe Constantly suffocating