The End of Everything (feat. The Virus and Antidote)

I lost my grip, I'm feeling so manic Banging my head against the wall Look at me now and tell me you had Enough of my existence on Earth I tie a rope to the ceiling and make a noose Then put it around my neck Seconds later I'm dead, my corpse is hanging Rope done cut off my breath Now I'm a ghost, free from my shell Seen myself die, now my body swell Bacteria eating my guts from inside I see the terror that sparked in your eyes Fear of a spirit, that is enraged My haunting presence all over the place I live inside of your head with no leash And I remain so you never be free And yet just why Won't all of you just let me breathe You don't even know what goes inside My head, it's funny till your mouth gets stomped Still traumatic memories engraved in my flesh Be squirming in darkness from just thinking about it I hate me so much I can murk me and finish this I cannot handle what I feel and it burns down in my gut