Why Would I

I drive away the pain in the Sunday rain, aviator shades just because I'm lost in the gaze All of my mistakes can be costly if I constantly remake Honestly, a thought came across me today, if I tear off all of my sleeves, I could put my heart on the stake I would celebrate, but pity parties aren't that great Already had my cake and ate it too, I'm not a dangerous dude except to myself when I'm overwhelmed I guess you just don't care about your health when you're sick of everything else I'm that bottle bopping down the river with a message lost with no direction and my GPS isn't connecting All those awful thoughts go off in my head again, every so often I got to remember them I'm not gonna forget my regrets so I can learn my lesson again Adapt to the pain, the sun will come out after the rain F*ck all that doubt, got too much to give, I give up now Why would I, why would I, why would I give up I've been down and I've been up Why would I, why would I, why would I give up Why, why, why would I, why would I, why would I give up I've been down and I've been up Why would I, why would I, why would I give up Why, why, why would I, why would I, why would I give up I've been down and I've been up Why would I, why would I, why would I give up Why I been kicked, I been pushed I been hit when I was down I don't know what you been whispering about But you better watch what been coming out of your mouth Imma climb the summit and whatever comes around Obstacles I plow them down Are you down to ride like Dominique is with Bryan O'Connor when the cops come flying around the corner Are you gonna give your blood, sweat and all of your honor When it comes down to it, are you gonna be proud Why would I, why would I, why would I give up I've been down and I've been up Why would I, why would I, why would I give up Why, why, why would I, why would I, why would I give up I've been down and I've been up Why would I, why would I, why would I give up Why, why, why would I, why would I, why would I give up I've been down and I've been up Why would I, why would I, why would I give up Why Broken bones and shattered hearts, I devoted half my life To my passion, to childish antics I went back to hell in arose after I had fell Found a gateway to heaven I thought it was a safe place and it was so pleasant I may have made a mistake I aint ashamed to say it came with some bruises Love and hate have left me wounded Lifted me up and made me foolish Rippin' and tuggin', searchin' for somethin' Lookin' for balance pain and some laughter, lay in my castle