Son of Misery (RED)

Apoplectic Yeah my heart is septic Now my life's affected so my mind is hectic Yeah your absent figure I mighta overstressed it Gotta pain in my chest and I cant address Got hate in my veins when I feel contested And if i see your face its gonna be unpleasant cause I'm gonna tell you what nobody hasn't You're a selfish bitch and we'll never get past it no What do you tell yourself So that you sleep at night Is it that I'd be alright without you by my side Would you have ever of thought that'd make me weak inside And while I'm sorting this out You're just out here getting high And I always blamed myself For you not being there Causing eternal despair Now I'm a whole grown man Still i dont understand How you can run from your kids I can't forget and forgive Bring that shit in Here we go again No one listenin' The adrenalin Got my limbs tremblin' Under the impression That I'm less than So I question Every single thing that led me this direction Trynna get it together but I procrastinate Then I hesitate Always at a stalemate Doomed to a destined fate I bet you never will atone While you busy makin mistakes I'm trynna hold my own And its hard to do this shit alone I don't know my worth I will never amount to a thing I'm trapped in a world that's taunting me everyday Struggling just to get by Emptiness then replaced all my insides I Have traits from your worst sides I see the world through your eyes I hold hands and slow dance with misery She twist and turns with her eyes set on me The music stopped and she showed her jagged teeth As she whispered My name is grief MY NAME IS GRIEF