Never Ending Maze

The liquid hits my lips and distracts my emotions Ignore morality while living in slow motion This is not who I am, who I intended to be A monster who keeps drowning in this wretched disease (This wretched disease) Help me to find this so called peace Deceit me into unknowing defeat I can't fake this self apocalypse No escape, welcome to your never ending maze Eyes gaze into eternal eclipse Blinded by the search for unknown bliss My head is filled with negativity Self doubt and hatred created by me Fuel the fire with thoughts of insecurity Hiding alone in silence slowly killing me (Slowly killing me) Help me to find this so called peace Deceit me into unknowing defeat I can't fake this self apocalypse No escape, welcome to your never ending maze Eyes gaze into eternal eclipse Blinded by the search for unknown bliss I can't let go, it feels like home Every drink I take reminds me of my life mistakes I can't let go, I'm all alone Battling emotions I refuse to disown (Whoa, whoa) I am way too god damn stubborn to let you win (Whoa, whoa) I'm taking back what's left of my own skin (Whoa, whoa) I can't fake this self apocalypse No escape, welcome to your never ending maze Eyes gaze into eternal eclipse Blinded by the search for unknown bliss I can't let go, it feels like home (Home) Every drink I take reminds me of my life mistakes I can't let go, I'm all alone Battling emotions I refuse to disown