Renegade

You're holding onto what's left Of anything you can get Kiss of death, when the shadows call You bury it deep in the rage Hypocrisy, plant the seed Is this all you'll ever be? Lost inside the heat of the moment Astray and outspoken Feeding into the red I'm beginning to lose all control of the thoughts in my head Just please Don't leave me on my own again I'm terrified of me I'm holding onto what I thought was Right in my mind I cannot see through your eyes I'm blinded Break me down Breaking down Break me Inebriated soul The vice, it grips and takes control Assuming I'll survive these stories that I've left untold Tainted by the black The venom in my veins, it lulls Intoxicated now Just leave me the f*ck alone You tremble beneath your skin I'm so sick of your cowering Weakness that brings you to your knees Though all along the weak was me The cynic of suffrage is swimming inside my skull So cling to your bones, can you resist the cold? I'm holding onto nothing, I trap myself again Just get me out just get me out just get me out just get me out And leave me on my own again I'm terrified of me I'm holding onto what I thought was Right in my mind I cannot see through your eyes I'm blinded Break me down Breaking down Break me And pull me further away From me I'm lucid in my movements I know I mirror you Can the deafening sound of oppressive silence really fill the void Should it one day become heard Oh I'm lucid in my movements Your veil I see right through I wish that I could set you free It's not right in my mind And now I see through your eyes The violence The violence inside us The violence inside us The violence inside us