Like a Sheet of Coated Paper

Waiting all alone into the night Gathering the strength to fight my fight When my soul is torn apart And my mind waiting to be free Waiting all alone waiting for light As I try to break my chains so tight But the more I move the tighter it gets And it chokes me If you call me back so late in the night How can I tell if you're sincere If the sound of your voice changed to quietness? Now how can I ignore a message so clear? If a tiny detail somehow doesn't feel right How can I tell if you're sincere If you start to treat me as an empress? Now I still can smell my fear My heart is like a sheet of coated paper If you fold it up, and wrinkle up It won't be smooth again But like river water I'll keep flowing to the sea Laying like a rotten corpse on the bed I think about the million words unsaid Prisoner of my own mind Helpless against its will If you call me back so late in the night How can I tell if you're sincere If the sound of your voice change to quietness? Now how can I ignore a message so clear? If a tiny detail somehow doesn't feel right How can I tell if you're sincere If you start to treat me as an empress? Now I still can smell my fear My heart is like a sheet of coated paper If you fold it up, and wrinkle up It won't be smooth again But like river water I'll keep flowing to the sea My heart is like a sheet of coated paper If you fold it up, and wrinkle up It won't be smooth again