why can't i care anymore

Pretend it never happened It just was an illusion Everytime looking for a distraction Always starts off as so much fun Second choice, I'm the second choice You made me forget everything Forgot what was bothering me You seemed so perfect I should have known that It was too good to be true Why aren't i sad I should be mad Nothing hurts anymore I thought i would care I should be broken to pieces But ive been feeling nothing Everything i live for is vanishing And oh it's hollow Why can't i care anymore There's always someone better None of them really care Your worst is my best My privilege is your routine Alone in the night The night Alone in the sky Why can't i care anymore