Saving Face

I'm in the same house But it's not the same And I don't wanna be here anymore Stuck in place Saving face I smoked the ghosts out At least I tried To burn it all to ashes in the yard In hopes that I could be alive I miss the old days Before the scars Trauma-bonded babies running 'round Loving fast Loving hard I'd love to tell you It's for the best But I am not a liar anymore I'm just a mess A tired mess