Reaching

When I wake up There's blood across my face Tears filling my eyes The shadow seems to chase me when I wake up I realize there's no one there No one to cut my throat No one to show they care I have to find some way to reach you Some way to reach you I have to find some way to reach you Some way to reach If we're chosen this time Should we open the lights Lay beside Different hues enter where we go Can you show me again? I'm about to ascend Raise your hands I don't know what I am or where we are As we float effortlessly among the stars These questions running deep inside my mind But I'm too distracted trying not to lose my life