Bleeding

I've been killing all my demons Forced to bandage myself when I start bleeding Runnin' numbers up, what's the meaning? Only feedback as my conscience starts screaming I've been killing all my demons Forced to bandage myself when I start bleeding Runnin' numbers up, what's the meaning? Only feedback as my conscience starts screaming Screamin', now I'm bleedin', bleedin' Now I'm fiendin', fiendin', and I'm screamin Screamin', what's the meaning? Cause I built a poor circle up We should grow, instead they pour me double cup Suppressed my spirit as the liquor sucked Now all my matter has been so numbed, been so numbed I don't wanna lie, all this talk, it just turns the fights Don't wanna double cup, even though I try, its the same, Every day and night, every day and night I've been killing all my demons Forced to fight, stay alive No lullaby, got no alibi Every girl I meet is like a price tag So I never sleep, knowing I won't wife that Now I'm mostly, I'd go right back I'm unfolding, just gonna build a stack I'm so lonely, try not to think about that I'm in so deep, but I won't swim right back I've been killing all my demons Forced to bandage myself when I start bleeding Runnin' numbers up, what's the meaning? Only feedback as my conscience starts screaming Screamin', now I'm bleedin', bleedin' Now I'm fiendin', fiendin', and I'm screamin Screamin', what's the meaning? What's the reason