Dear Reverend

I remember when you said those things I'm having deja vu again again again I don't know what is happening to me Late-night thunder scaring me to death Put asunder separate my faith I don't know why I was made this way I don't know Pardon, I spoke to the reverend Asked directions straight to God Up to me to find forgiveness Hard to see I've chosen wrong Purified like holy water Six feet under set aflame Tranced away, stuck in a corner Break the runes from my own grave Can't decide; what a life What is bad What is right In the dark Without light Is this a test it's frightening Excuse my sins to graves Lay me beyond the glades Dying a memory is not a victory Let me talk about this situation for a minute Yeah I prayed to you for way too long It seems like you're not listening Times are getting harder as I'm older Family disappearing Say something or do something We're down here, screaming for help I know that we do wrong just so that we're clear, we're not perfect Some of us ain't holding on, but we're still here hoping Trauma dealt those tears we felt, no coping I don't wanna cry, but it's hard to lie It's hard to live a life in the open Pardon, I spoke to the reverend Asked directions straight to God Up to me to find forgiveness Hard to see I've chosen wrong Purified like holy water Six feet under set aflame Tranced away, stuck in a corner Break the runes from my own grave Purified like holy water Six feet under set aflame Tranced away, stuck in a corner Break the runes from my engravings