I want you

One more whiskey and I'll be dead But I don't really give a shit 60 over on an open road Fly through the air filled with despair Thoughts that rattle through my brain Thoughts that fill my mind wit pain I just want this shit to end Get through this shit all by myself Doing drugs to numb my pain Think that I have gone insane Finish the handle by myself Ounce of weed a gram of coke Bottle of pills shoved down my throat Tie a noose around my neck Smoke it up just one more time I swear that I will quit tonight This time it's different I swear But I am lying to myself F*ck me I'm lying in a ditch Flung myself through the windows Slash my wrist with broken glass I am alone again tonight Unemployed nothing to do But drugs and alcohol again I swear an angel died tonight Sever my wings I can't take flight Make Me remember better times Fill me up with drugs and booze Smoking up that nicotine Chase that stupid fucking dragon Bottle of pills and light a joint Mix it all with Hennessy Get fucked up till I black out Get fucked up till I green out I don't remember the last time I don't even remember last night My friends telling me to stop They be begging me to quit But I don't think I even could Waiting for this to kill my now All these thing make me want you All I know is that I want you more Burn my vape but I don't care I still hit that though it may burn The words I hear they fucking hurt I lost my dreams and aspirations In the fog of pain and depression I lose the battle but win the war