Beauty through the pain

It hits me like a wave, of euphoria But it will fade, to dysphoria And I'm hoping for a way out, of my head Would be fine without it, and it wants me dead Beauty through the pain Life's so strange But here I am without you Crying in the rain And though I know I vowed to Keep you safe I can't say that I Still have faith Things happen, that you can't control Pins stabbing, right through your soul The end begins, and your feeling old Think time forgives, but that's not its role Beauty through the pain Life's so strange But here I am without you Crying in the rain And though I know I vowed to Keep you safe I can't say that I Still have faith