Trying (Outro)

I try to listen to the words you said I try to give you everything that you wanted We used to talk about the thoughts we had But now they leave expressions like I fit on the card We used to laugh it off Now we don't laugh it all Except for the ones you hold Now we've got problems that we can't forget We've created expressions like I fit on the card What's the point of keep on trying Look in the mirror and I keep on crying My people keep on dying Life or death, everyday I ain't lying For the kids, I swear I'm trying All this pain, I wish I was dying But I gotta keep on trying Till the day a nigga dying I'm mentally fucked up Emotionally scarred that all y'all gone I look in the mirror and see myself And that I'm on my own R.I.P my people, man This life shit did me so damn wrong I don't remember last time I was sober It's been too damn long This shit ain't been the same All these drugs, I cope with the pain Tears keep falling down like rain In and out, I'm swerving lanes In these streets, it's a dirty game But I ain't going out like that What's the point of keep on trying Look in the mirror and I keep on crying My people keep on dying Life or death, everyday I ain't lying For the kids, I swear I'm trying All this pain, I wish I was dying But I gotta keep on trying Till the day a nigga dying Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh I'm so gone I'm so gone I'm so gone I'm so gone I'm so gone I'm so gone I'm so gone I'm so gone