Biding My Time

I am biding my time But still don't know why I'm living a lie I can't seem to get help I'm losing myself In my personal cell When I'm alone I get in the zone I can't wait to come home I am biting my hands Don't know if I can Be a hero today Feels good to be alive When I'm living my life In a livable way I watch the clock And my heart stops What haven't I got What else should I say I'm miles away I'm a guy Who likes to say bye Don't know if I'm right Don't know if I'll cry When I'm biding my time