Real One

I been down a tunnel of loneliness, we all know it what feels like I been in a mindset of hopefulness, sometimes it don't feel right Talk about emotion, my pot is overflowing Talk about my pockets, my wallet's never growing I try to keep it real, the world can be cold I would know, after six months of snow Now it's four months of green and that's all that she wrote Twelve months of dreams, ya it's all that I know The world get a little cold, but chemistry is warm I would know, I would know I'm comin' up on my sound anniversary Don't think I don't see my blessin' as a courtesy Half a year recovering from surgery Weakness in my bones still hurtin' me Probably feel it for the rest of my days Like memories of old that won't go away Another shot that didn't hit that spot that I aimed Voice getting louder like the thoughts in my brain They say they want a real one Maybe I'm a real one But lately I been feelin dumb Hardly even keepin' up You say you wanna real one Baby I'm a real one Lately I've been feelin dumb Hardly even keepin' up The last few years have been the realest of lessons I passed thru fear, put everythin' in perspective Moments of affection, so much that I reflect on I gave a little too much and let myself get stepped on I been thinkin' about, the energy I put out It's heavy without a doubt, and maybe I come off strong, Maybe I was so wrong, maybe it take too long For me to be movin' on I can't help myself, I'm a sensitive person Been met with aversion, I'm learnin' to keep my heart open And learning to keep it from hurtin' Nothin is certain when your burdened with yearnin' Searchin' for something perfect They say you fell in love, but love don't make you fall It finna raise you up and make you feel tall When it make you feel small, then it just ain't meant to be The moment you let it go, is the moment it set you free They say they want a real one Maybe I'm a real one But lately I been feelin dumb Hardly even keepin' up You say you wanna real one Baby I'm a real one Lately I've been feelin dumb Hardly even keepin' up Don't really know what I'm doing Sit down and turn on some music Watch all the beautiful movements From all of these beautiful humans You say you want a real one But I don't think you really do Cuz I'm bout as real as they come But I don't often hear from you They say they want a real one Maybe I'm a real one But lately I been feelin dumb Hardly even keepin' up You say you wanna real one Baby I'm a real one Lately I've been feelin dumb Hardly even keepin' up