My Future

I'm not sure where the future will take me? Do I even wanna know? Where will I be? Will I be in Iceland as I dreamed? I hope so. I'm not sure will my future will take me? Don't even get me started, I'm already scared. Who will I be? Will my life be better than before, man I'm tared. I'm not sure will my future will take me? I'm already paranoid, even speaking about it. Will I be happy, comfortable, and free? I'm, surprised I made it this far. I know I'm only seventeen, but man life is shit. I'm smoking in my car. Inhaling this thick hit. Getting high so I feel a sense of happiness. In the backyard, the pine trees are sapping and, just sitting and wondering where my future is gonna be. Will I be free? M-my, my, my, my. F-F-f-future. My future. I'm in the present, right now life is problematic and blue. Just daydreaming and getting lost cause I have no clue. What to do. (Yesterday was an old day. Today, we're in currently. Tomorrow is a new day.)