Scared

I wish that you never cared yeah I wish you were never here yeah I was everything you needed Wish you would've cheated But you left me cause you're too scared I want all the time we shared yeah I was so unprepared yeah I was everything you wanted Caught up in the moment But you ain't love me cause you're too scared Gotta cup full of that purple rain Only way that I can numb the pain yeah I miss you every single f**king day Hope these lyrics help me find my way yeah Drunk and high it's been a long night Me to go that's what you want right I don't know what else that I should say yeah I don't know if I will be ok yeah Turn my read receipts on just so you know That I ain't picking up when you texting my phone I been overthinking when you leave me alone I just need you here I just need you back home Yeah I just need you here right now before I lose it Gave you my heart just so I can let you use it Took all my love and abused it Round you yeah i'm useless F**k you baby show you that i'm ruthless I wish that you never cared yeah I wish you were never here yeah I was everything you needed Wish you would've cheated But you left me cause you're too scared I want all the time we shared yeah I was so unprepared yeah I was everything you wanted Caught up in the moment But you ain't love me cause you're too scared I say please don't call my phone Cause I can take this heartbreak on my own Swear to god you the only real thing i've ever known I deserve better but I cant let you go Don't wanna let you leave Weed and Hennessey That's my remedy to get over you I was so in love with the sober you Wanna end it all but I need closure too Close to you I used to feel And now i'm f**ked up don't know whats real I think I need some time to let me heal Cause losing my self is not ideal No it's not in the plan I just tried to be your man And I hope you understand That I cant wait Can't wait cant wait for you now I wish that you never cared yeah I wish you were never here yeah I was everything you needed Wish you would've cheated But you left me cause you're too scared I want all the time we shared yeah I was so unprepared yeah I was everything you wanted Caught up in the moment But you ain't love me cause you're too scared