Losses (Draft)

I told you all my secrets i can never tell You got me tossing coins in a wishing well I know it’s been a minute hope you’re doing well And if you’re face-timing him i hope he treats you well And girl you got a lot from me Missing me for you is like you hit the lottery I saw myself in you in places that i never seen I had the world in my palms but i set it free So tell me if it’s real or not I’ve been on the side fighting fire with a broken heart You know that this is nothing new I told you many times that i would choose the music over you This year we getting personal I took a couple L’s for a dub only you would know I hope you never wait for me Maybe in the future but for now you can pray for me yeah Yeah 2020 hitting different I used to picture us forever now i’m never in it When you told me it could work but i didn’t listen Every song i would write for you i couldn’t finish Talk a lot of awful news I had to move to Portland just to see myself from different views I was back and forth driving down to LA too Asleep on chad’s floor even though i had to hit the stu You know this isn’t make believe I met a couple women on the gram that i had to see And this the hardest part for me Even though i dated you’re the only one i really see It's something like a pick and roll We wanna do it right then we gotta take it really slow The time is flying and we getting old But if I really want the best for you it’s time for me to let you go