Dejected

Real sad boy shit Uh-huh, Uh-huh Look, 1-2, 1-2 Uh, Check 2, 1-2 Ooh, Check 2, 1-2 Uh I've been down and dejected Tripping over rejection Things ain't where I expected They ain't getting the message It's like I'm cleaning up messes But never learning my lessons If I start counting my blessings Think I'll make it to heaven Probably not but oh well The block is hotter than hell The devil's having his way In fact he had him a year I swear it feels like he's near The way they spreading the fear But tell that bitch to stay clear Cause he ain't welcome round here No he ain't wanted near We gon' make 'em disappear '22 gon' be our year No more fear f*ck outta here You and yours vs. me and mine Treat that shit like do or die Rep my town and rep my side Call me a killa, and you know why Call me a killa and you know why Keep my piece on my right side Been the same boy since 20-09 Passing out tapes in the lunch line Hallway raps and bad punchlines Paved the way way before I had drive Now you want what I drive, or you want what I like Are you living my life? Shit It seems like it, Uh I feel psychic The way I see my dreams Go out and then real life it With no guidance I've made it on my own Took the items I'm provided And I made myself a home here I swear these feelings here ain't new to me I was down bad, beat down brutally Remember last time I needed you so crucially Your only use for me is whenever you're using me, usually And truthfully, you and me, ain't what we used to be Used to think you were superb, but now you're just a super B Stupid me, thought I built immunity to lunacy But suitably, I'm the one that's out here acting stupidly You treated me like an ottoman Bitch is cold like the autumn wind Toss me up in the gossiping What's that story your authoring? It ain't one that I'm sponsoring Matter fact this the opposite Take your 2 cents deposit it Stick it up where the sun don't visit I'm back now it's time to pivot New year and we gon' get it Thankful for 2020 For giving me clear visions Like which friends were pure fiction Which ones support the mission I learned how to circle 'em out Whenever I spot the difference Alive but I'm barely living Clinging to every minute Misguided from the beginning Why would I ever listen I don't know Now I'm on my own