Did It Mean Anything

Did I really mean something to you Cause you just threw our love away, away And all of the things I've done for you Did it mean anything Did it mean anything Oh Hate it when I see you nowadays Been a shallow girl you could never catch a wave Too much going on, I was always in the way I'm dead to her now, I been living in the grave I been living in the grey, no more sunny days Morals come to question and the answers can't explain The reason that you change and the way that you behave The reason that you left even though you want to stay, stay Close my eyes I hope to see you But no surprise You always seem to Be long gone No swan song What's gone wrong Our loves strong Or so I thought She loves me not My Mrs. Watts We tied the knot She had a plot I hate that thought And I hate that thot And I mean a lot Man it means a lot that all my friends had held me down When I got back into town Made a point to be around Told me that I found a sound Focus on your vision now Music is your mission now Keep your headtop in the clouds, yuh Keep on pushing even when they want to clown you Cause one day they the same ones that are gonna crown you Pull up to your shows and they gonna crowd you It's time to put out music that you're really proud of Can't believe that I made it through it Hard to actually do it when the situation's fluid People act like everybody's problems are congruent The only thing in common is desire for improvement If I did it you should prove it Acting like I'm stupid Conversations muted, you can take it up with Cupid Hes the one that had concluded that together we were suited It's a power he's abusing, watch for arrows when he's shooting like, yuh I know you do, what's best for you babe I'd do that too, if I had had the chance I'd wait on you, until another life You'd wait on me, hoping that I'd die Did I really mean something to you To you Cause you just threw our love away, away Whatcha say, whatcha say now And all of the things I've done for you For you Did it mean anything Did it mean anything I don't know where to go from here, I guess it's up, yup Any time I try to raise my spirits I get stuck, huh Nowadays I've learned that I don't really give a f*ck, yup Lost my way again so every night I'm getting fucked up Like the way you did me, that was fucked up You said it was tough love, I have had enough of You tearing my stuff up, I want me some justice You said it was just us, but we could never trust us, naw I know you do, what's best for you babe If I had knew, then I would do the same I lost myself, trying to save you You caused my pain, I tried to end the game Did I really mean something to you Cause you just threw our love away, away Whatcha say, whatcha say And all of the things I've done for you For you Did it mean anything Did it mean anything Oh