Depraved

I'd wasted my limited years running from monsters that I created Became a person I thought I'd end up loving, turns out I'd only grow to hate him Filled up the space where my heart once was, now just a cacophonous void Filled it up with boys and drinks and fun, living just to pursue all the noise If you're trying to get close to me just turn back now You shouldn't try to love a ghost who can't remember how I'm just a little depraved A little bit crazed A little on the outside looking into your eyes A little bit strayed You're a little too late If you wanna save me, go ahead and baby take me away from this place, baby go and take me away cause baby i'm a little bit My soul's become well-known for harboring bad choices A miasmic menagerie of other people's voices Tried to drown out the pain but I'm still hurt and struggling to find some air I feel the numbness growing still in my chest... I'm really scared If you're trying to get close to me just turn back now You shouldn't try to love a ghost who can't remember how I'm just a little depraved A little bit crazed A little on the outside looking into your eyes A little bit strayed You're a little too late If you wanna save me, go ahead and baby take me away from this place, baby go and take me away from this place Cause baby i'm a little bit Trying to find something that is real 'Cause I'm just so sick of how this shit feels And if I had a chance to just talk to myself I'd say little one someday you'll get help Cause you're not depraved That's just what they all say I'm telling you from outside these adolescent wildfires Those tears on your face You'll find your own place I promise baby one day you are gonna make it make it away Yeah you're gonna make it someday Someone's gonna save you someday