Burdens

We know this song The one the writes itself at night And we all tell our certain way Not meant to boast Hold on real close Cuz nobody knows And no one cares but me In the midst of a woken dream The fruit of life or so it seemed I loved reality What I'd soon come to see Like and illness cynically Embraced my mind and all the things I loved most in this world Thought I used to know And my thoughts will not forgo Stuck in my head I still can't say I don't care anymore No one really knows Like some made up kind of lore Stuck in a war When you lose you can't hold on no more Can't share the burdens that I own Surrounded by love I still feel alone A jeopardy suspended by the factors I can't control In a loop of constant fear Until the night of hysterical tears Still no one knows I fake a smile so they won't see my lie Thought I used to know And my thoughts will not forgo Stuck in my head I still can't say I don't care anymore No one really knows Like some made up kind of lore Stuck in a war When you lose you can't hold on no more I told the one that I love most I said I feel just like a ghost But when you face the tragedies You don't expect anomalies And from our youth we're taught to love But they don't say it's like a drug And though the best don't always last You're still the hero from my past Now given a chance to say goodbye It only hurt to watch it die And though I'm grateful for my life My story's just a gift of love Still nobody knows And no one cares but me