Kintsugi

Broken beat to the core My mind still sore from all the lies I make myself believe And I still thank you for everything The catalyst that helped me see things clearly But even so my new demon is the truth and it hurts me And still I crave to mend a broken friendship Yet my actions show hypocrisy When I see you there's tension And I can't forgive my self for that I'm sorry And life like this it's still scary but now I'm alone Sunk in a deeper hole striving for that newest goal Just to fill an emptiness that I know can never be full And I'll be leaving soon but to be honest I don't know if I'm ready Running outta time to enjoy my youth But all the fun it hurts and still my heart is heavy And with the future now a possibility I though life with a purpose oh it'd be easy But still I bottle my problems and momma I'm sorry I hope I never make you cry again And so I write you out my current story I've grown cynical and angry Music is my therapy for my broken mind Twisted filled with the lies I feed And I just wanna feel free And now the real reason I open myself so vulnerably Is because I know that there are billions of other people in this world That feel just like me And even so their stories are so rough They make mine look easy And by by no means am I perfect but now I realize Our broken pieces can be the gold that mend another's story And still to this day I am hurting Yet there is peace in leading from weakness and I finally feel free And sharing this testimony there is peace Not only for my own satisfaction But I hope that at least one person would have the courage To get out of bed this morning To see that in the midst of hurt there is glory Our broken pieces can be the gold that mends another's story