Oh Little Lover

It's been one sleepless night after the rest Waking up praying this pain in my chest finally leaves And your arms will find their way back to me I've been crawling round these halls on my hands and knees Lacking the courage to stay on my own feet Terrified that once I stand You'll knock me down again Without even needing to push me Cause I gave my love to you with no restraint And you held it in your hands without a complaint But now that weights making you sink Watch you shrink Go down with one blink Oh little lover you're breaking my heart as you leave One foot out one hand you reach Knowing it never was mine to keep Oh little lover you're breaking my heart as you go Playing through memories I hold Hoping they'll go with you down the road Oh I can hope I'll always hope Or I can bash on walls Stomp on grounds Beg you to stay I can go and express regret for my mistakes But nothing will stop you from running away When you're so wrapped up in your own stories So I'll watch you pack your bags and I'll hold the door I will thank you for all the love you gave before And I'll silently hold on to my lost hope That you'll find ways back to me after you go Oh little lover Breaking my heart as you leave One foot out one hand you reach Knowing it never was mine to keep Oh little lover you're breaking my heart as you go Playing through memories I hold Hoping they'll find your way down the road So I'll watch you pack your bags and I'll hold the door I will thank you for all the love you gave before And I'll silently hold on to my lost hope That you'll find ways back to me after you go I'll always hope