Dead 2 You

Haha, I just wanted to call and say goodnight And hahaha I hope you know you are an amazing person And you deserve the time that you need And I'm here as your friend You could never understand how much this hurt Lack of communication had me imagining the worst, worst Now I gotta talk to you with a pen through this verse I'm dead to you, you buried me, put me in hearse Happened over and over I'm feeling like I'm cursed Used to keep the coca all up in ya purse Tryna numb myself with liquor but it make it worse, worse My therapist telling me you shouldn't do that 10 drinks later called you're line 100 times, I wish I didn't do that But now here I am, I'm trying to plead my case to ya Sat me in front of the judge, I took a case for ya I can't lie, I can't deny, my heart was racing ya Member last time that I saw you heart was breaking ya Ah shit, here we go again I get too attached and the cycle never ends You were more than my baby girl, you're my best friend Put that on everything I'm wondering if you checkin up keepin tabs on me Blocked all of my pages you just turned your back on me And Jack like my little brother but I hate to ask the homie Like man, what she been up to You could never understand how much this hurt Lack of communication had me imagining the worst, worst Now I gotta talk to you with a pen through this verse I'm dead to you, you buried me, put me in hearse Happened over and over I'm feeling like I'm cursed Used to keep the coca all up in ya purse Tryna numb myself with liquor but it make it worse, worse And baby I still got so many feelings for you I know you gotta take time and do all the healin for you Baby you could take that time And now this shit is set in stone You ain't ever speak ya mind you need Rosetta Stone Sittin in my room, in my head, yea I'm all alone Talkin to these walls in my house it don't feel like home People tellin me to move forward and that I need to move on That's just one of those things that's easier said than done And now I'll do a couple years if I'm caught up with a gun But I'll still shoot my shot f*ck it And I still hope you watch all those tapes we made Wanna post it on the hub, but I might catch a case Swear that's the only time I get to see your face But you probably thinking I'm trippin though You could never understand how much this hurt Lack of communication had me imagining the worst, worst Now I gotta talk to you with a pen through this verse I'm dead to you, you buried me, put me in hearse Happened over and over I'm feeling like I'm cursed Used to keep the coca all up in ya purse Tryna numb myself with liquor but it make it worse, worse