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Mother, you know That one day, I'll make it Father, stand tall For one day, I won't have to fake it Thought the lights were green Time to go, time to leave home But they'd call me weak Like my body's just out of foam And I know it's no excuse, but I was young, I was a child And I know it's no excuse, that I would cry out in the wild I was leaving the people I love Thought the lights were red Time to go, going insane Felt like I was dead And nobody knows my name And I know it's no excuse, that I want stories to be told And I know it's no excuse, to keep this side for when I'm old And one day I'll make them proud Don't give up on me now I'm falling, I'm crying, again For one day I'll make it out Like my brother and sister and friends Out of this love Out of this life Where pressure's so hard and the air gets so tight And I'm just a kid Oh trying to survive I was trying to survive Left, right, up, down Wanna leave, stuck in traffic Left, right, up, down Wanna leave, where's the exit Left, right, up, down Wanna leave, where's the exit Oh Take me home and watch me miss it I, rule the city lights See right through your lies They shine brighter than the sun, when they signalize That you're seeing more than one No I won't act surprised I look behind, I see a fire But there's no road home I close my eyes, I hear a choir But they're all just clones I turn around, spilling secrets knowing that I'm wired Don't hear a sound, when I drive alone crash cause I'm tired We made plans but all you made were cancellations Held my hand just so you could break my heart We'd walk by your friends you'd call me a possession My obsession Redemption I, rule the city lights See right through your lies They shine brighter than the sun, when they signalize That you're seeing more than one No I won't act surprised You, broke all of our rules Thought I had no clue Now you're hiding from the sun, acting traumatized But your guilty lies said you were never unadvised Never unadvised Sometimes, it doesn't feel like home Things have changed and father says he doesn't wanna stay Mother, I know I won't get caught up in the things the people back there say