cope

I spent so many nights Oh I wasted my time on your texts Waiting, fighting my mind though I know I won't get any back What did I do wrong I thought we got along Now I'm down on the ground kinda hoping I knew he was next Oh we said it was hard Knowing one day it'd be over And you carved all these scars Sometimes I wish I weren't sober Oh people cope But I'm still holding onto nothing And this life, that we have Is it that worth living If I choke Do I just waste my power breathing Or do I let it all go And just live in the moment No one can judge me If I were to fall Deep down like them all The things I'm dying for I know I'll never get We were not meant to fall Now that I see it all Oh I miss someone that I've never met And you started to drift back in summer when I was your age Now we're closer in distance but your mind's too far away There are no words that could forgive you Even if I'd like to The hell I had to crawl through Is giving up my everything still not enough for you Oh people cope But I'm still holding onto nothing And this life, that we have Is it that worth living If I choke Do I just waste my power breathing Or do I let it all go And just live in the moment No one can judge me If I were to fall Deep down like them all The things I'm dying for I know I'll never get We were not meant to fall Now that I see it all Oh I miss someone that I've never met The idea of us was perfect But to you I'm way too worthless Too condescending to ever let me fly The crimes that we committed Never knew you were so conceited Did you really leave me here to die And if I cope I hope you see me out there breathing Cause this life that we have Oh it's not worth losing