Lost as I May Be

What if I wasn't measured by all the Fatal flaws or the ways I hide Cause it happens everyday Man I hate the way that I Promised You I would follow through but then You say come and I barely move Yeah You call me from the boat But I can't stay afloat You have let me walk the sea Heard my every plea yet I still have this tendency to push out my beliefs You can see I'm poor But You still give me more I went up to that mountaintop and I Saw Your glory, God I saw it all So how does it make sense That I'm still on the fence when You have let me walk the sea Heard my every plea yet I still have this tendency to push out my beliefs You can see I'm poor But You still give me More than I could ever earn More than I deserve Man I've tried to walk the line but all I've ever learned is Lost as I may be You say follow me I swore I never would deny You I told You I would stay awake I haven't loved You like I want to But You still use me anyways I swore I never would deny You I told You I would stay awake I haven't loved You like I want to But You still use me anyways You have let me walk the sea Heard my every plea yet I still have this tendency to push out my beliefs You can see I'm poor But You still give me More than I could ever earn More than I deserve Man I've tried to walk the line but all I've ever learned is Lost as I may be You say follow me