Idiot

My addictions don't speak When I find my connection I think I know it from within But that ain't no explanation Now's The only time I know And I don't know Much about now Gambled with my hopes Rambled with my heart I took some time to cope When the plan fell apart My mistakes have a pattern It's the rhythm of my name Didn't hear it called But those curtains closed again Didn't know my line And there was stage fright Almost every night Don't wait up for it Take the time to think this through My addictions won't speak When I find my connection I think I know it from within But that ain't no explanation Now's The only time I know And I don't know Much about now Gambled with my hopes Rambled with my heart I took some time to cope When the plan fell apart Some day you'll play the idiot Don't wait up for it Take the time to think it through One day you'll slay the idiot Don't wait up for it It'll still sneak up on you Then you'll re-display the idiot Don't wait up for it My addictions won't speak When I find my connection I think I know it from within