Cognitive Dissonance

Yeah Haha This shits insane bro Yeah, yeah Okay well they No pain then no gain But me no I don't push through it For the fame I do the damn thang To stay sane up in my brain Y'all bitch made bros Just do it for the chain It goes Laugh, cry Wrong, right Love, fight Blind, sight Dark, light Day, night Inside my mind It goes Black, white Left, right Low, high Like the tide Smoke, drink Stay clean Get bored Repeat I'm so conflicted I can't dismiss every decision To stay sober Or to serve all my addictions Live by my morals Or pursue more riches Ain't a follower of Christ Yet have to celebrate Christmas And fall victim To this consumerism Hall pass Is the only thing on my wishlist So I could just skip it Maybe do something different Life on repeat every year Nah man that ain't living I'm on a mission To get the script and flip it Like a gymnast Finally stop following All these traditions But nobody seem Like they ever want to listen That's why up in my mind Things started to get viscous Gorilla warfare on both sides Is relentless I try to duck down To keep moving Through then trenches Till I can make it Through the night With a new perspective But I find myself Caught on both sides Of the fences It goes Laugh, cry Wrong, right Love, fight Blind, sight Dark, light Day, night Inside my mind It goes Black, white Left, right Low, high Like the tide Smoke, drink Stay clean Get bored Repeat Yeah it's hard sometimes To tell which side That I reside The devil and the angel Ask if I'm down to ride I always come back with Man I can't decide Man don't lie If you're afraid then please Just speak your mind But decide Cause we're almost out of time We only got one life As far as we know Before die Don't know if I'ma make it But you know that I'ma try And if I don't make it far Well then please don't cry No, rather be thankful For the fact that you're alive Thank God Whatever that means And close your eyes Take a breath and vibe Hope you understand The power of the mind Holds as many truths inside As it does lies Keys to destruction And salvation of mankind Maybe you'll only understand When psilocybe hits your spine And Gaia shows you things That you really can't describe You don't want this life Cause my brain always Feels like it's fried It goes Laugh, cry Wrong, right Love, fight Blind, sight Dark, light Day, night Inside my mind It goes Black, white Left, right Low, high Like the tide Smoke, drink Stay clean Get bored Repeat