I've Been Meditating

Yeah Well I feel myself getting older Please wake me from my coma Every time I mess up someone's Around the corner saying I told ya Im over being sober Days keep growing longer colder Killing my frozen heart Slower and slower from pneumonia Yeah I'm so sick and tired Of being sick and tired I wish that I was higher Im so young but lost my fire The fire that used to burn bright In the night to light the way In my mind and shine On my mental fights Now this just don't feel right I've been meditating And praying that Things will go my way one day I've been meditating And praying that Things will go my way one day I've been meditating I've been meditating I don't know What's been happening to me lately But something's changing In my brain that's got me feeling Insanely crazy It's all hazy The only time I feel is when I'm angry Hatred fuels inspiration I can't shake these bad vibrations But I hope it cuts deeper like It's another laceration That way then maybe you'd Understand all of my frustrations I don't know how I got stuck In the rut on the path I've taken Looking to the stars for a message All the way up in the constellations I've been meditating And praying that Things will go my way one day I've been meditating And praying that Things will go my way one day I've been meditating I've been meditating I've been meditating I've been meditating