Gham Hours

Raat apne zor pe ho baitha na ho saath koii Gham ka ho aalam chhed jaaye baat koii Raat apne zor pe ho baitha na ho saath koii Gham ka ho aalam chhed jaaye baat koii Jab raat apne zor pe ho baitha na ho paas koii Duniya se katt karke baitha ho udaas koii Aaye tab yeh soch jab baaqi na ho aas koii Karta nahi kiun yahaan mera ehsaas koii Apne hi shehar mein mera hi nahi khaas koii Kaan band muu khule, sunta nahi aawaaz koii Meter 1 se 2 to ho jaati hai bori band Haath mein pistol kahin phook raha ghaas koii Aik aik body ke 8 8 hisse Khair yeh to hain din dahaare ke qisse Shaam yahaan to jaam yahaan Hosh ka koii nahi kaam yahaan Khudko Khuda bhi samajh lete hain Bhoole sabhi ehteraam yahaan Aam yahaan hai zindagi tabaah hona Theek thaak aadmi ka ache se buraa hona Haan mere saath bhi hue hain kaafi haadse Aur kaafi kaand hue hain mere bhi haath se Khada raha main unke saath jo bhi saath the Phir bhi ladna parha akele hi in haalat se Im fighting my demons, main doraane jang hoon Main khudka hi dushman hoon khudse hi tang hoon Itna berang hoon, jaise koii raat main Aur us raat mein yeh karoon khudse baat main Ke kiya mila kisi ki yaadon mein ro ke Pet nahi bharta khaane se dhoke Todd jaata hai jab jise mile mauqa Milta ni kuch yahaan kisi ka ho ke Sometimes Im like okay, khair hai Todne waala bhi kahaan ghair hai But end of the day Im left alone Duniya ka mujhse yeh kiya bair hai Mile bade gham meri aankhein gawaah hain Neend se parhez meri raatein gawaah hain Baadalon se pooch un se jeeta hoon muqaable Jeene ki to waise meri saansein gawaah hain But I swear ke I feel like mar chuka main Apne haathon se khoon mera kar chuka main Zindagi samandar hai hum jiske andar hain Abhi yeh samandar tar chuka main Chhoda maine ghar tab jaa ke maine jaana Halaat se ladne se dar chuka main Aur tha woh aik shakhs jis pe dil mera aaya tha Usne bhi mujhe apne dil mein basaaya tha Usi dil se aaj hoon utar gaya main Aur mujhe laga tha is dard se ubhar gaya main But I just realized ke its not like that Toota hua to main tha ab bikhar gaya main Khudmein baaqi nahi hoon kidhar gaya main Jaate hue apna cheer jigar gaya main Ke yeh phir se na aa jaaye kisi pe kahin I hope I'm not wrong shayad sudhar gaya main Raat apne zor pe ho baitha na ho saath koii Gham ka ho aalam chhed jaaye baat koii Raat apne zor pe ho baitha na ho saath koii Gham ka ho aalam chhed jaaye baat koii