I'm So Lost (feat. Jawad Ahsan)

Arse se main khanabadosh Arse se hi hoon main khamosh Arse se done, hoon main behosh I'm so lost, looking for hosh Khud ko doon dosh ke tu na mila Khud ko hi khud hi ab doon main saza Kaisi mohabbat thi kaisa sila Mila mujhe gham aur tujh ko maza Tha woh tasawwur ke tu hai mera Ab jaa ke jaana ke tu nahi mera Chalo yehh maana ke tu nahi mera Par lagta nahi dil kahin tere siwaa Ab tu hi bata, ke karoon main kiya Seene se saanson ko kar doon riha Mar ke bhi dekh to loon ga magar Kiya mar ke bhi hoon ga main tujh se judaa Aaya tha milne tu khwaab mein kiun Daakhil hua dil ke baab mein kiun Tu ne hi waade kiye phir woh tode to uthe sawaal Ab jawaab main doon Kahaan ka insaaf yeh meri jaan Tu ab jawaab to de meri jaan Badle mein maang le jaan bhi meri to Hans ke kahoon ga yehh le meri jaan Mujh se mat pooch ke maine kamaaya kiya Mujh se yeh pooch ke maine gawaaya kiya Umar lagi thi jo karne mein haasil Mujh se yeh pooch woh hua hai zaaya kiya Mujh se mat pooch tu ab mera haal Khud dekh le ke maine likha kiya gaaya kiya Mujh se yeh pooch ke jitni wafaa di maine tujhe Uske badle mein paaya kiya Tere sawaal to bohot hain lekin tu mujhe bas itna bataa Sab kuch hi lut gaya tujh pe agar to hai mere hisse mein phir aaya kiya Dil mein tha kiya tere, mujh ko dikhaaya kiya Peeche kiya bola aur muu pe sunaaya kiya Kiye the waade tu ne behisaab Aik bhi waada un mein se nibhaaya kiya Jitna sataaya hai tu ne mujhe aur koii bhi itna sataa na saka Saunp ke khud ko main tujh ko mukammal bhi tujh ko to apna bana na saka Mere hisse mein wohh bhi to aa na saka, jo likha tha lakeeron mein hi kahin Ya mumkin hai yeh bhi ke qismat meri hi meri hi qismat ab rahi nahi Main tha khada wahin, tu ne dekha nahi Ab to gham ke ilaawa kuch bacha nahi Maine maana ke teri koii khata nahi Par tu bhi yeh maan le to acha nahi Ke qusoor mera bhi koii khaas nahi tha Tu lakeeron mein tha magar paas nahi tha Dil mein to duniya jahaan ke gham the Chehra magar yeh udaas nahi tha Ke koii padh na le mujh pe guzri hai kiya Isi liye muskuraata raha Ke tu meri wajah se badnaam na ho Tera mere hi jaisa anjaam na ho Tu na soche ke kaash aisa sila na hota Kisi ko kisi se gila na hota Aise hi jaana tha chhod ke agar To nahi behtar ke tu kabhi mila na hota Hota nahi mera haal bhi yun Khud se main baitha ye baat karoon Hona tha jo bhi woh to ho chuka Bas aage se ab ehtiyaat karoon