Not a heartbreak song

I Told twin that I've been losing my mind I hate the fact that I'm a lover boy, get it from my mom But that mean that I let em in and come and waste all my time I've been losing my mind Yeah, I've been losing my mind No, this ain't no heartbreak song, I'm just Speaking my mind First love fucked me up, she had me crying to my mom First love fucked me up, she had me crying to my mom I should've known it wasn't real Tell me why all this shit happening before I signed a deal Maybe all this shit a sign of what I'm doing, I'm being real And I'm feeling like I wanna crash, I might just pop the pill I'm losing my mind Told lil twin I'm tweaking out, I'm trying to smoke me a dime You won't ever feel my pain, just look inside of my mind I won't ever show it, but you see the pain in my eyes I Told twin that I've been losing my mind I hate the fact that I'm a lover boy, get it from my mom But that mean that I let em in and come and waste all my time I've been losing my mind Yeah, I've been losing my mind No, this ain't no heartbreak song, I'm just Speaking my mind First love fucked me up, she had me crying to my mom I can't even cap when you left, I'm like, damn Twin They say when people leave, their life really change them We was just talking how we gonna be rich and famous This ain't no love song, but yes, this is my pain shit In my room, I'm about to cry making this song I can't hold my tears back, I just gotta let them fall Only two years, but I pray I make it strong It don't seem like a lot, but to me that's hella long I don't know why you had to go, yeah, I know it's Best for you But for me that's hella wrong, it's really sitting in my head It's really sitting in my dome, I keep looking across the street I'm like, damn, you're really gone I Told twin that I've been losing my mind I hate the fact that I'm a lover boy, get it from my mom But that mean that I let em in and come and waste all my time I've been losing my mind Yeah, I've been losing my mind No, this ain't no heartbreak song, I'm just Speaking my mind First love fucked me up, she had me crying to my mom