Scarred

Pain just be something I'm used to, you know what I mean I mean like, tat my whole body up, all these scars Ya, ya, yaa I know times get hard Lately, I've been drowning Yea my heart been scarred Everybody yelling gang gang when you have it all Then dissapear when you start to fall Gang, gang, gang, gang I know times get hard Lately, I've been drowning Yea my heart been scarred Everybody yelling gang gang when you have it all Then disappear when you start to fall I know times get hard Lately, I've been drowning Yea my heart been scarred Everybody yelling gang gang when you have it all Then disappear when you start to fall Yeah, I'm trying to keep my head above this water Swear I'm not gonna give up, so I got to go harder But my rent is due and my bills are just adding up Yeah, I'm stuck and I'm running out of luck I think it's karma from my past catching up Thank the Lord for my girl, she never switching up Always kept it real, stayed solid from the jump Yeah, I'm down on my ass and I ain't even got no money Yea she a real one, cause she really still love me Fake friends, why they always acting like they really need you I ain't even had no food and I still fed you Like how you go and bite the hand that feed you Yeah, you see through Swear I see the fake inside the realest people I know times get hard Lately, I've been drowning Yea my heart been scarred Everybody yelling gang gang when you have it all Then disappear when you start to fall I know times get hard Lately, I've been drowning Yea my heart been scarred Everybody yelling gang gang when you have it all Then disappear when you start to fall See my problems creeping in They want me to lose, but I swear I'm trying to win Why you acting like you care if I relapsed again It's hard to cope with this pain cause I lost my twin I got to remain solid, gotta take it on the chin I done gave my all, now I'm on e Like why you wanna talk like you better than me and you cocky Its like you helped me on my downfall, how could you be sorry Fake love, I swear they want a handout so they can just party How many people you think gonna stick around if you ain't got nothing to offer them It be so crazy how you up, everybody wanna say you friends Swear I had to change my view and get a new lens Vision was just getting blurry But I've been a warrior, like Steph Curry Do my own thing in my own lane like my name is Tory Putting blood, sweat, tears in this shit, yeah, it really get gory All year, I was high off a buzz, not talking Toy Story I put my heart out in my studio Its my therapy, I go retarded, I'm not talking radio Yeah, that's really how I grow I know times get hard Lately, I've been drowning Yea my heart been scarred Everybody yelling gang gang when you have it all Then disappear when you start to fall I know times get hard Lately, I've been drowning Yea my heart been scarred Everybody yelling gang gang when you have it all Then disappear when you start to fall