Therapy

You know, like, if any of my songs ever help one person, like, that's a, that's a win That's why I do this music shit, you know what I mean Right there All these drugs up in my body got me feeling lost All the pain that I done felt, it got my heart in frost I pray to God and like a rosary, I'm getting crossed I'm alone without a thing and all the shit I lost Like, damn, it's a hard pill to swallow Only hit the fam when I need that money to borrow Broken promises like I'ma get better tomorrow Soul carved like a pumpkin shit really just hollow Thoughts of suicide while I'm drowning in this sorrow I'm not the type, though, you really wanna go and follow I failed every time, damn it, man, I really tried I guess I got them demons that are really hard to hide So it's f*ck the world, go and open wide Since the sandbox, you know that I always ride Don't act like you ever gave a f*ck, Brody, why you lie While you were starving, who the f*ck let you go eat the pie When you feeling low who got you high Family no matter what, we always gon' provide Yelling gang, gang, then you switched sides Since the day the whole brotherhood really died And I was struggling, the dope just had me fumbling I ain't have a dollar to my name, my life was crumbling I had to go and put down the needle, the shit was humbling My appetite was full throttle stomach really rumbling Im on my grown man shit, and I started hustling No more singles, everything is always doubling Smoking mirrors yeah, my life is full of errors Traumatized, can't sleep, always night terrors Can't stay still, you would think I got tremors Twenty-three, and one, no one replying to my letters And that's a pain that I can't describe And that's a pain that I cannot hide Like why I thought you loved me, why is it so hard to reply Cause I was doing hard time I ain't have no one, I was just losing my mind By my lonely in the cell, so I cry I pray to God up above to take my life Thats why im sipping lean just like it's tap water Trying to numb the pain, but it just lasts longer I shouldn't have to go through it to get stronger Trials and tribulations All these demons I've been facing Really got my heart racing God, throw me a blessing Cause I need one I'm tired of the lessons, God, can you just throw a blessing Why do I just feel like I'm the only one you testing I wanna be free I wanna live life, be me But it's a cold world, yeah, you better grab you're sweater How you say you, my brother, when you changing up like the weather Or switching like the seasons I miss my brother, frozo, man, I can't believe I'm still grieving