Victim

I been a victim  To hard decisions  Had to grow up real fast  had to go an get it  I was cooking with my granny We was in the kitchen  Just 7 years old teaching  Independence  All in Public housing  With all my siblings  Aunties an cousins  Ghetto living  We always kept some Money about our business I Ain't worried bout no  Nigga I been independent  Man I been a victim  Been a victim  been a victim  Tell my dogs I miss em  Man I miss em  Yea I miss em  Living life fast  Lost some to the system All else is history I heard niggas snitching  Man I lost alot  I can't let shit get to me heart turned cold  When my own ppl  Switched on me  I kinda lost my soul  All the shit my closest  Took from me  I'd never hurt a soul  if you hurt me  Ima let it be  I be solo  Ion trust nobody I'll never love  Cause these niggas can't be solid I am not the one  I like to put the past behind me  But I can not be dumb  An let a nigga try an  Side me Noo I been a Victim  Now I have no filters  The. Nice me  The cold killed her Ripped her Raised off survival  I never knew love  Everything came tough I never got a hug  Seen a whole lot  Lost some people  To the drugs  Thugs in hood Show me love  But are not to trust  Living in a world  Where it's just "me" There's no us  No need to rush  A world full of lust  Loyal to nobody  Who will you trust  Full of disgust       Or am I just nuts I been a victim  To hard decisions  Cold killed her cold ripped her Man I been a victim  Been a victim Been a victim  Tell my dogs I miss em  Man I miss em  Yea I miss em  Living life fast  Lost some to the system I heard niggas turned witness Victims Victor In  Court Tomorrow  Intimidated Mentioning  Stuff