Where I Started From

I got to get my shit right, I got to get my head right, I got to get my mind right, pick myself up from where I started from These thoughts of suicide are clouding my mind, but there's too much going for me to Take that ride I turned to God for guidance, are you listening Lord And if you are, then what am I in all this pain for I'm on a path of destruction, my life's a dysfunction And Liss she's been getting to me more than something, more than ever, cause she didn't Before But things seem strange now, behind closed doors This is my life, and it's such a struggle, I want to see the other side When I face that muscle, I got to keep my head up, there's more to live I signed a deal, and everything turned to shit I'm trying to do what I do, but it seems so strange Every thought I think of can't get it out of my brain This beautiful girl, she ruined my world, and I want nothing more than to get back with Her I got to get my shit right, I got to get my head right, I got to get my mind right, pick myself up from where I started from I got to get my shit right, I got to get my head right, I got to get my mind right, pick myself up from where I started from I got to get my life back on track, there ain't a day that goes by I don't think about that But every time that I think, my thoughts been shifting I think I'm going crazy in this world that we live in It's so easy to make mistakes, but they can't get fixed that easily today I got to wait, got to wait, there's more music to make There's more people in the same situation awake, and their eyes are wide open, filled With hope and emotion A fact that they hearts been broken I see better days, cry the night away, fighting with myself over this big change I feel empty, the taste on me, and every time I wake up, it's hard to breathe "You ain't coming back, nah, not like that, and if you do, I can't forget what's been said" I got to get my shit right, I got to get my head right, I got to get my mind right, pick myself up from where I started from I got to get my shit right, I got to get my head right, I got to get my mind right, pick myself up from where I started from I've been smoking and drinking, trying to ease the pain, But this pain is a pain that won't go away I keep having this dream of her and me Before we kiss, I wake up, it starts to scream Where'd you go, why'd you leave Liss it's me, I'm all choked up, and I can't speak I was nothing but the best to you, nevertheless Now I second guess, my life's a mess Can I get my life back There's nothing really, but in the long run, it all seems so silly You were like a maid of soul, we could grow old, but you didn't really want that Now I know, when you're doing the same thing with someone else, praying every night you Find yourself, but when you find yourself, please find me or I'll be trapped in here for all eternity I got to get my shit right, I got to get my head right, I got to get my mind right, pick myself up from where I started from I got to get my shit right, I got to get my head right, I got to get my mind right, pick myself up from where I started from